Happy? New Year

It is hard to think that 2021 won’t include Michaela. Christmas was hard, but getting to the New Year was harder. I don’t want to think about a day without her. A new year that she will never be a part of is an unbearable reality.

2021 won’t contain any photos, notes, voice, touch of Michaela. So that doesn’t make me feeling like a “happy’ new year.