Foggy and Uncertain

I don’t think anyone can be prepared to lose someone they love. I think we know everyone dies eventually and anything can happen at anytime, but we say these things and don’t really know exactly how it will impact us and change our lives.

We are getting close to 2023 and I still haven’t done some BIG things to finalize M’s estate.  I feel like I am trying to find my way through a foggy landscape and no matter my step nothing clears up to make sense.  Every step is uncertain and some days I trip and fall over a hole no one see as mine is covered with fog and everyone else saw it on their clear day so walked around it or figured out a solution to cross it.  I just fell and now broke my ankle so can’t move forward for a while.

My landscape seems like it is permanently foggy which makes every step uncertain.