Breaking Heart

I don’t want to forget you. I hope my breaking heart can sustain our love and memories. I don’t think I will forget Michaela, but there are moments when I am smiling or laughing, or just doing everyday mundane tasks, and I realized M will never experience those things again. I forget I am not going to turn around and see M standing there. My heart feels like I am getting a thousand little paper cuts because for a moment I forgot you aren’t here.