Michaela had a double major in college. History and political science. I voted before I met her, but I only voted for major elections and on topics that were important to me personally.

It really seems like I should have a tag hanging around my neck saying “Out of Order.” I don’t feel like I have been a fully functioning adult since M died.

Art journaling helps me process my feelings around my grief.

Did you know you love? Real love? Yes yes I did.

Art journaling my grief

I have had so much anger since the year anniversary of Michaela being gone.

My love was my champion. She cheered me on to explore and expand my life in all the ways l desired and needed.

Art journaling my grief

Art journaling my grief 

Art journaling my grief

Art journaling my grief 

My migraines have increased since M died which isn’t too surprising. I have had week long migraines many times over.

Art journaling my grief

Art journaling my grief 

Art journaling my grief

Art journaling my grief 

Art journaling my grief

I can’t tell you when the last time I touched the Canon Rebel camera. It was M’s camera, but I used it every so often.

grief is like a pebble in my shoe

I don’t want to forget you. I hope my breaking heart can sustain our love and memories.