Tripping

Little things are sending me into a state of overwhelming sadness. I know she has only been gone 24 hours, but I am numb at the moment. It doesn’t feel real then these moments happen to bring reality crashing into the light, out from fog I am in.

Today’s moments:

• FedEx arriving with a game she backed on Kickstarter. She was was so excited about this game and now she won’t ever play it.

• Changing the sheets - I would have loved to keep them there forever, but that wasn’t realistic.