I think the DMV gets a bad wrap. Just like attorneys often get a bad wrap. Not every DMV employee is horrible. Not every attorney is a horrible person.

I made a trip to the ER recently. I am fine. I strained the Achilles tendon falling down my front porch stairs. I am feeling fine now. The trip to the ER though was waves of grief hitting.

I think of her almost every moment of the day as there is always this piece that feels like I am missing. Like she should be here in that moment experiencing what I am

There was one of those things on Facebook about who would you go on vacation with and it tags all the people that pop up first when you do the @. This is the silly little thing that was floating around.

A month of dates. 

It is so weird when things feel like now is the time. I have emotions with those things still, but up until this moment in time I hadn’t been able to face the emotions.

I cancelled our cell phone plan and signed up with another company in my name.

It was a rough day for me moving out of the master bedroom. Moving out of it meant another ending.

Little things are sending me into a state of overwhelming sadness. I know she has only been gone 24 hours, but I am numb most of the time at the moment.