Unfinished Sentiments

Tonight I can’t sleep so decided to start going through clothes in a dresser next to Michaela’s nightstand. On her nightstand was a card I gave her. It is the last card I gave her.  Then I went to my nightstand and pulled out a stack of cards I intended to give her. Top card is the last card I gave her and under that card is the stack of cards I wanted to give her. I had planned on giving her with each treatment of the new immunotherapy.  Wishing she could have seen all the words in them that I wanted to say. Missing my love.