Staying in Bed Day
My emotions are completely overflowing. My sadness is deep and my anger is fierce right now. My love of her is fierce too.
F*ck Cancer
I am pissed tonight. Just filled with anger. Such deep anger. Anger that my love is gone. Anger that we won’t get to share all the moments of life has to offer.
Red Table Talk
Jada talks about her relationship with Tu’pac. Her Mom mentions that he was changing and having some big changes. It instantly made think of my love.
Late Night Purchases
When I saw them wheel it out of the truck, I had a few choice words for myself about my late night, grief induced, retail therapy purchase
Giving and Grieving
Days after Michaela died, I started to formulate what I wanted to do for the staff at the oncology. They all played such an important part of our lives the last 7 months of her life. They often went above and beyond to help us find better, easier solutions.
Stardust & Gravity
I started this website, because I write every day to process my grief. I wanted a place where I can share these thoughts and experiences.
Taking photos and Missing her
I can’t tell you when the last time I touched the Canon Rebel camera. It was M’s camera, but I used it every so often.
Breaking Heart
I don’t want to forget you. I hope my breaking heart can sustain our love and memories.
Unfinished Sentiments
It is the last card I gave her. Then I went to my nightstand and pulled out a stack of cards I intended to give her.